I see the looks. I try not to ‘overthink’ them but I will catch one every once and a while.
Those looks, they shake my confidence.
Like tonight; I had to pee. Three songs into Zumba class I had to go. Ok, so I needed to pee during the second one but I was busy overthinking my walk to the bathroom.
I had to walk through all the weight lifters to get there. Problem.
I can do Zumba for days, and probably outlast the lifters. But when I see them all I see is what I can’t do.
Sometimes it’s not what I know I can do, it’s what I feel others think I can’t.
One day: I hope to overcome that. Until then I will try to focus on how I jumped back into class after that potty break. And danced my ass off.