The nerve in my left shoulder is on fire.
But it’s stress that’s a massive cause of it. I’m almost done. That damn exam is tomorrow, and then I’m finished.
My fear is that I don’t pass. If I don’t, I’m not sure they’ll let me rewrite. Not sure I’m ready to try again.
I’m in this strange chasm of self doubt and I know there are some friends with me who are writing , so I know I’m not alone.
However, as much as I know there are others, this is has been a lonely road. I think it’s the nature of the virtual classroom.
Confession: I’ve said a prayer to help me be calm, have grace and have faith.
I’m not above having the priest bless my pen lol (we’re writing in the basement of a Catholic Church)